• Right now, I'm all happy and joyful. But, then unexpected happens.

    "You are here by banned from www.emochatcity.com
    REASON:
    For being a dumb religious stupid ugly emo whore. Nobody likes you!" When I read that, my eyes fill with tears. Taking a look to my right, I notice that my new friend sent me a PM. I can not respond back, and I'm disconnected from the site. It read. "Hey! What's up?" My heart pounds, my eyes dripping with tears as I read it. To myself I say, "No.. My new friend. We can't contact each other.. We live so close, but yet so far. Us merely barricaded by a ban. Stupid enough to not swap emails. Why for such a reason was I banned?"

    Closing the lid of my laptop, I bury my face into the pillow. Crying hard. Tears seeping through the fabric of the soft tear filled pillow. Many things going through my mind. "T-today is such a crappy day. An other one without m-m-my boyfriend. Unable to c-c-contact m-my new friend. Banished from the site I would go to for help, and comfort."

    Slowly, I sit up my tears dieing down a bit. But then on the TV came the name of the town he was from. I start gushing tears again. My heart aching more and more. "I must be really ugly.. How could my boyfriend love this ugly piece of trash?"


    TO BE CONTINUED...


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