• you have somehow stumbled upon this book. right now i shall warn you . from this point on this book shall getter harder to understand.
    this journal is my adventures in my own precious world. different from the one you are sitting in now. maybe even standing in. this is the place,
    where my world is revealed... you must be pretty lucky to understand me.... you must be pretty pitiful to look into someones journal. but wheres
    the fun in life if secrets don't exist to be discovered ! this journal shall explain everything.. understand it or not. you are now coming into my world.


    Welcome,
    to my world !






    Today was unlike any other in this world. Today i met a person who has the potential of being my best friend in this world.
    His name is Jessy. he bumped into me today in town. I was looking at the strange fashons of this world, when something
    pushed me.. i tripped and fell into someone. I looked up to find a man... he was gorgeous. He had long black hair , In a ponytail.
    This wouldnt look go on most men. But , he had the face to pull it off. it was slim but not like the painting of the screaming man.
    He was slightly tan. He had dark blue eyes. They looked like the ocean just as the sun is brimly showing over the horizon the
    color of the water is at it`s best. " sorry." He apoligized. He smiled at me. I almost fainted. the gentle smile on his face gave off
    the impression of the nicest person you would ever meet. I of course smiled back. Then i remembered. I... bumped into...him!
    So i quickly apologized and turned to leave. when something so unexspected happened. He grabbed my wrist. I turned my head back
    to ask why, But before i could open my mouth. i saw a longing look on his face. like he had no-one. so i dragged he around with me.
    " So..." he said after a few dull seconds of walking. " Are we going to continue walking , or, should I introduce myself." he said with a slight
    laugh. I almost forgot ! " oh i`m so sorry, my name is Ashley." i said kindly and bowed. I know only men bow. but I kinda got into the habit of
    it in this world. " my name is Jessy." he said and pointed a thumb to himself. i thought he was an air-head at first. but then when we got to the
    town square. I new we would be close friends. a beautiful peice called merry - go -round -of-life , was being playyed by a famous orchestra.
    The title doesnt give out the best impression but the music of the song. can take you away. the irst part is slow and lonely. then the middle comes
    grabs your attention. it gets so lively. it`s beautiful. we sat next to the speakers. the loudest spot in the audiance. " the music,,, it`s surrounding me,
    gently whispering stories without a single word, embracing you with warmth soft and smooth, influencing every movement of the body, every notion
    of the mind, every emotion of the soul, in one gentle note, gracing us with passionate heartfelt feelings of the composer." we both said at the same time.
    we gave each other shocked looks as the next song came around quickly.
    the shocked look dimmed and turned into smiles. i walked along the dark streets of town with him once the show was over...the tall street lights were dimmed and ready to go out.
    " i have never once in my life met anyone who felt the same way about music as i do." he said. " i smiled...if i said that to any of my friends they would laugh at me." she said. he smiled. " same here." i laughed. and i felt a tugging on my leg like a rip current. i looked behind me. there was nothing there. i tried to move forward. but something sucked me backwards. i saw swirling colors. i landed on my bed. " what the hell....i`m home." i said. and jumped of my bed. " thank god i`m home." she said excitedly. she was happy but still a little sad.