• what do you do when your father keeps inter fearing with your life when you final think your

    free from every one when you pass high school he comes up with a dum resoin to take you

    to court to try to put you to jail for life the same guy who was never there for you for 18 years

    just when your about to move out the house to place far away from every one from your

    famly about to start new life you end up spending the next 2 days in the holding senter its

    place they take you before you go to jail and you have no idea why your even there and no

    tells you any thing at all no cops ask you any thing at all just puts you in a holding cell all

    alone then find out he charing you with trying to poising him and stap and he says i been

    trying to kill him for 18 years when you rarely ever saw him and end up spending a hole year

    in court while till fighting in court the people you were going to move in with when court is

    over is all dead when there nothing in your heart but hate and anger with no sadness left in

    your heart there nothing more left other then to kill him bc he dose not want you to be free he

    dose not want to have alife of your own your friends think you moved away bc you lied to

    them so they would not get involed with your prombles being on house arrest for a year at

    the police offecer house not alo ud to do any thing but wait for the final court date feeling

    emty in side feeling the hate and rage brusting out you heart filling your whole body with

    anger what do you do to stay san when there no futer for you when the court over for you

    there nothing waiting for you when your finally out of court there nothing for you at all bc of

    your father wanted to fu ck with your life bc you won't be his little pupet were will you go when

    there nothing for you i pick the army if i don't kill the next time i see him in court what would

    you do and if you took the time to read this all i thank you as for me i still don't if i can join the

    army even if i do win in cort bc what do i say when they ask me what have i been doing

    since high school been in house arrest in a cop's house for a whole year waiting for court to

    be over