• let see my name is Hikarin i'm 20 at the time i wrote this ,i live in malaysia
    well i'm a half breed child....i'm half chinese and half japanese.
    i live at malaysia as long as i remember eheheheeh......
    then shall we begin my life story then........

    [NOTE : while reading this you will found a few dialog so (-) will be the other person, (+) will be ikki and (> wink will be me saying ]

    CHAPTER 1 (Lost) :
    well let's begin after i born ok, i was born in hospital at tokyo japan, i'm their first child heart
    i was rais at japan for two years, i was a healty and energetic baby eheheheehh xd
    but then the promised day came......... cry
    my family went to vacation at malaysia my dad home country i was 4 years old back then
    dad was an orphange to begin with so he have no family member at malaysia and mom lost her parents while she was 20 and she the only child
    let say that i don't have living grandparents/uncle/aunties
    we were having a great vacation all happy then, one night i was playing around the hotel that we stayed and i got kidnapped by some thugs
    i can't remember much about it cause i'm young and all........
    i guess that my family was threated because of me
    i remember the heroic face of my father and mother who trying to save me well that's what i thought for a moment, then infront of my eyes "stab"
    my dad was stab by knife.......
    - "satu tak cukup ke huh (one it's not enough to bring you down huh) " , thugs
    - "Rin Run", dad
    then my mom saw my dad about to be stab again she block it and i saw her crumble to the ground infront of me
    >"mommy, mommy.....*sniff* no...mommy don't go", i said while crying
    seeing my mom bleed make me scared i was lost in words i just cry crying
    -"Kono yarō, dono yō ni anata ga watashi no tsuma o sasu aete, watashi wa kuso anata o korosu", dad say's (i remember this really clearly till to this day)
    means that's (you b*****d, how dare you stab my wife,i'll ******** kill you)

    then he was repeatedly stab till he crumble to the ground
    when i saw that i think i was wailing ehehe redface
    the final word that my dad spoke to me is
    -"Rin run,get away from here as far as you could" ,dad
    >"but i can't leave you", me
    -"Rin please run mommy and daddy will be alright,just run" dad.
    >"But...*sniff*..but", me
    as the thugs came closer to me i was wiling hard and then the final heroic moment of my dad's life.......he push his human limit and stood up making a rush to the thugs and took them down with a body takedown
    -"RIN GOOOO RUN AWAY FROM HERE, THIS IS YOUR ONLY CHANCE GOOOOOO!!!!!!...", dad
    i just take my dad's word and ran away as fast as i could
    i was really crying and wiling till i got stop by a few people......i never know where i am,i don't know how i get there for sure i did passed out on that night
    after that i remember that i woke up from slepp on the hospital bed ..........
    report say that they never found my mom and dad's body till to this day
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    CHAPTER 2 (Trauma):
    after all that happen i was held back in the hospital for about 2 month
    the police investigate about me people ask me things
    all that increase the pressure on me
    the fact that i told then my family was murdered was taken lightly they say that no body was found at the place........
    i was confused at first,......but then when ever i tried to remember my parents (death, blood, darkness) goble up on my head creating uneasy feeling for me to even breath
    i was screaming become violent every time i remember my parents
    soon enough i was transfer to a mental hospital
    people clarify me as crazy and all but it's only because of the trauma
    soon enough i was transfer to a mental hospital
    i guess i stay there about 3 and a half years for rehabilitation
    at that time i was already able to controlled my trauma
    i was never been given the chance to go out from the that place .....it was very depressing
    then one day a couple came to the hospital and visit their son
    i was tagging along with the nurse there but i was suprised that their son suddenly got into a serious condition at that day the two couple were crying of losing their son
    i took the advantage of talking to them
    >"what happen", me
    -"we just lost our son" , couple
    >"don't worry it'lll be ok,there's nothing that we can do right", me
    -"what are you saying just leave us alone", couple
    >"can your crying ever going to help your son got back to life" , me *tears flowing*
    -"YOU CAN'T UNDER.........why are you crying", couple
    >"i know that feeling very much sir", me
    -"did you also.......", couple
    >"yeah...*sniff*, me
    at that evening we were crying to our heart content
    well soon the couple leaves,
    >"i guess i won't be seeing them around huh", me*sigh*
    all that then what a suprise the couple came to visit again but this time they're visiting me
    well i was really happy back then
    then the happy moment finally came, where this couple decide to took me in as an adopted child
    back then i was crying a lot and they comfort me by a lot....
    a year later i was discharge from the mental hospital and i lived with my foster parents
    after that day i change to a happier girl all i did is smile even when i'm crying i tried to smile
    but the trauma that was created still live inside me from time to time it pop out i'm still trying to overcome it even till this day
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    CHAPTER 3 ( Him) :
    about two years and half had pass by i'm practically 10 years old already
    in that period of time i told my foster parents about everything that i've been through
    they believe me and trying to help me overcome my trauma
    as soon as everything settle down i grab the oppertunity to explore abit of the world
    i learn how to use computer and goes outside o explore my home town
    well i was a happy girl that time so i never show my sad face again even thought i was a crybaby eheheheh redface
    i was known in my neighborhood as angel cause i always help people, nice to other, and even never been mad to anyone
    as i was getting back from helping a few people then.....i saw him
    his name is ikki,
    >"Hello,what are you doing here?"
    +"............."
    >"Are you lost or something?"
    +"............."
    >"eheh why are you so quiet?"
    ("why is he so quiet am i bothering him or something" wink
    +"....get lost already little girl....."
    > huh neutral .......
    ("did he just said get lost, arghhhhh stressed so rude"
    +"...i told you to get lost already, are you deaf or something...."
    >"well excuse me for being in you way stressed "

    i left without saying anything because he's preety mean mad
    >"what's up with that kid, so mean and rude.....*pout*....gona teach him a lesson next time we meet"
    i spend the night getting frustrated for because of him
    then...that kid still there the next day
    i moniter him from a far from day to day and he still there at the same place same time about
    i don't even know what is he doing there and it's been a week his acting like that
    >" why is he there again, i'm really curious,....... emotion_0A0 arghhhhhhhh scream now i just feel like a stalker"
    i finally go on a full day scouting like a stalker, stalking him just for that very day
    >" i can't believe i'm doing this, i'm an idiot but still, i'm really curious:
    then night came and he gone to the park again i just watch from a far this time
    well it was a really tiring day for me
    >"never thought stalking is really tiring, never again i'll do this"
    out of noware i got grab from behind by a guy that i don't even know
    i was scared i can't even move and all i did is scream help
    i only got to scream once cause after that he cover my mouth with a tape
    ("no...no....no..this is not happening.....noooo.....help...*tears*)
    i got picked up and took an abandon factory just like when i got kidnapped before
    bad memory flow back trauma take over me
    i was loosing my controlled i cried so much all i think that time is
    ("i'm going to die.....no....please....let me go.....i don't want this.......mommy.....daddy....)
    *BANG!!!!!!!!!!!* as i look up i saw one of the factory door is smash open

    +"looky...looky...here....what we have....."
    a familiar voice as i look up, i saw him , the kid that i was stalking
    +"...*stared at me*....aren't you the noisy girl from before are you their next victim....."
    i can't help but got really annoyed when he said noisy girl
    -"who the hell are you kid, i'll kill you for interupting my plan"
    +"...kill me huh.....i love to see you do that....."
    (>"are you crazy they seriously kill you run.......please run i don't want to see anymore death like this" wink
    then the kidnapper rush towards him, i manage to break my mouth free from the tape
    >" RUNNNNN!!!!!!!!
    as soon i yell in a flash the kidnapper was thrown to the ground even tho the kidnapper twice bigger than him
    +"....it's that all you got.....i diden't even get started yet......
    -" i'll kill you kid "
    + ".......*stare at me*.......you're crying little girl......stop it it's an eyesore......."
    > stressed "you little punk you got a problem with me just hurry up and save me already"
    + "....*cover ears*.....man i hate annoying naggy b***h.......just stay put and shut up *put tape back*.......
    > "oiii...... stressed ("did he just put the tape back in my mouth.....argghhhhh stressed i hate him" wink
    +.....*glare* i gone tired of this kids play........trash like you should just dissapear....."

    and all that over within 5 minutes........i saw something that i sould not see.....
    that kid is a monster he manage to beat up till his on the verge of death
    i was really shock that he was more brutle than the kidnapper
    + ".......well i let you live to repent you sin of kidnapping........"
    the kidnapper is twitching and crying too.....
    - "mo....mm....my......h..lp...e.......mo.......n.....st.....re...."
    + ".....monster huh....*stare at me*.......you ok......you yeah the tape..."
    he slowly walk towards me
    > ("stop....nooo......don't get close.....*close eye*....." wink
    + "....what the hell are you doing....."
    > ".....huh....you.....save me......?..."
    + "...*sigh*....diden't you ak me to save you *flicked forehead*......."
    > " owwww!!!!!!....that hurt....wait.... stressed ...YOU SAYING THAT SAVING WHAT THE HECK!!!!!!!.....no one duck tape the person mouth they tried to save back, you calling that saving stressed "
    + ".....well it's because your annoying as hell........"
    > " ...THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRR....."
    + " ......good.....it seem that you not fully traumatizy by it then......"
    > " ....huh....? neutral "
    (> " don't tell me he purposely making me mad and annoyed to make me less scared " wink
    + ".....what's wrong.....something on my face.....?"
    > " ..... ne......noo......it's just that you were thinking about me being emotionally ok or not....."
    + ".................well.....i guess you can say that.........."
    > ".....why?...."
    + "....*sigh*....well you seem preety distress back then....and by your look....you've been through something like this before.......right........"
    > ".....*tears*.....y...ye.....yeahh........"
    + " .......*stared at me*.......huh......let's go.....you're making me feel bad now......."
    he just stood up and hand me ahand to get up....
    + "....let's go.......what's your name again.....i never even know......before...."
    > " ......*took his hand*.......Rin.....Hikarin.....nice to meet you......."
    + "....Rin....huh......well.....just call me Ikki.....nice to meet you to Rin......let's get out from here... i'm getting tired and hungry......."
    > "....wait !!!!....you going to leave him here....he's going to die......
    + "............as i thought you are annoying i'll leave that to you Rin..........."
    > "......huh....what.....ikki....wait......help me with it.......
    + " .....do it yourself ok.......see ya......
    > "....i change my.... stressed ...i reaLLY HATE YOU AFTER ALL!!!!!!!!! scream
    and sooo...we been friend since then he the same thoooo......
    and he's in gaia also Zaiikki he's on my friend list
    well our story begin after that

    TO BE CONTINUE..................... wahmbulance
    STAY TUNE FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OK GUYS....... rofl