False Trust

• Artist: LoveIsBlue16
• Description: I dedicate this to...my mother. No matter what she does to me or how she treats me, i'm always the one to come back to her with open arms.
  Reader, tell me...why is it that, no matter what happens to me, I always come back?
• Date: 09/30/2008
• Tags: false trust mother

To you, a little speck is all I am in this world.
Who really cares about me this stupid little girl.
I hated how you treated me
and the mind games you'd always play.
To me its mental abuse but you don't see it that way.
Now i'm an adult, yet you still treat me so small
when in all reality, compared to you,
i'm extremely tall.
Who I am, what I do.
I could become famous
but it wouldn't matter to you.
We could give you all the love in the world
but it means nothing.
You'd rather have his "love".
Doesn't our love for you mean something?
The pain inflicted on you is given to us tenfold.
Why give it to us?
You make us afraid to ever get old.
But out of all, the most you hate is me.
No matter what I do...
is there even a way for me to make you happy?
I've come to realize you hate my guts
but you have no courage to say it to me
cause all you want is my false trust.

Comments

[YourLovingGuardianAngel]

Because she is your mother. You don't have to like her, but you have to love her. Very good, by the way.

[Momichi17]

ooo wow that was good....nice way to describe ur feelings ^_^ love it