• I think I tried to trick myself
    Into thinking that someone unobtainable
    Could be mine, even for just hours
    I let myself fall into a situation
    Where I was completely under his powers

    Every time he kissed my lips
    Or touched my hips
    And caressed my chest,
    I knew at best
    That he felt nothing more for me
    Than anything that I could see

    And when he held me close to him
    I knew that it was just the feel of my skin
    That excited him so
    Not any feelings that I didn't know

    Every time I think back on that night,
    I'm going to think love is what we made
    And I'll remind myself for the millionth time
    That it was only physical
    and you never will be mine.