• the real me

    keeping my tear inside
    have my emotions bottle up
    and its ready to explode because it all the way to the top
    and no body knows it because i never show it
    always showing the fake me
    instead of the real
    and i really want them to know how i really feel
    but im too scare of how they react
    will they still be there for me and always have my back
    or will it be the opposite
    and they act like we never met
    like we were never friends
    and this is why i dont wanna risk it
    i dont want to show my emotons
    i rather keep my tears inside
    and show the fake me with the fake lies
    they are the ones that im really scare to lose
    so i guess they will never know the truth
    im never gonna speak and the never gonna see
    the real me