• my years have gone
    i just fade away nobody here when i need them
    i was so young i felt alone
    i was so scared nobody home
    i locked the door
    i called my friend
    and nobody picked up
    i ran to hid but there was no where to go i dident want to be home alone
    with my dad at home
    he slaped me beat me nothing eles to do but cry
    while i sing a song and that song made me better it goes like this
    if i can just take another day i will be ok and
    my soul will not fade away
    i will stand strong with all the bruses if i can only last another day
    when i woke i went up stares only to beat and more yelling
    so i guess you could say i ran away from my life just for a day
    but when i cry its not because i sad its because my dad
    i wish some body out there will help me
    i wish some body out there could hear me screaming
    i dont want to be here i want to be happy
    i want to be like every body eles
    i dont want to cry i want to laugh
    so dont say another word just leave me alone
    you see every day i went to school my teachers would ask why i have bruses
    i am sicken tired of makeing up this stupied exusies just leave me alone
    i just want to get away from this life i have to sake it off
    my heart is breaking i cant take no more
    cant sake the memories
    my heart is cold as stone nobody to love nobody cares for me