• Lost in this empty space, stuck between two friends.

    I'm not sure there's much more to do, I try my hardest each and every day to get things right and not screw them up more.

    I'm spinning and falling in a bottomless hole,is this the last of me am I alive or am I dead?

    It's hard to distinguish heaven from hell when it seems every single day is a living hell.

    It's hard to say and hard to hide, how do I stop this nightmare from coming to haunt me?

    I'm trapped! No where to go my heart feels cold and frozen, will my time end here?

    I yell out for help but does no one hear?

    Am I all alone in this living nightmare?

    What do I do when I see my friends fighting should I stop them or let them go on?

    hopefully they'll come to their senses......I'm still here for them, I tried to help and give a helping hand, but all they did was push it away.

    I try every day to avoid breaking down, what with my father gone, my mother a wreck, my mom's "friend" just there to make things worse....am I really all alone?

    I feel empty dry as can be as I try to help but just make things worse.

    Am I really a bad luck charm or is that just my opinion, you tell me cause I don't have a clue.