• When i sleep i feel happy because no one is judging me..

    When i wake up i feel like my every move is being watched,

    and i'm being judged...

    When i look at myself in the mirror i see only ugliness and hatred..

    When i go to school i see starring eyes..

    I try to look away but i see another one judging me..

    Right now i still feel judged...

    Right now i feel ugly..

    Right now i smell Death....

    Right now i see sadness...

    Right now i hear whispering,

    saying i'm ugly..

    Right now i see darkness..

    Right now i'm dead, and still being judged....