• Push me out from the darkness,
    To a sky that's colored so bright and blue.
    Somewhere someone is finding happiness,
    While I'm still here stuck on you.

    Nothing is real,
    And I want you to know,
    That I'm not alright.
    When you tear open my chest,
    I'll try not to flinch.
    Won't make promises.
    I Won't make promises.
    You taught me that.
    I'm still losing what's left of my heart
    And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams.

    The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
    So I'll bite my tongue 'til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know.
    The easiest things to fake are things that no fool will know
    And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent all this time writing this song.

    A failed apology,
    A day too late but now I see,
    That all you really want to see is me dangle neck first from a tree.
    But why would you need me?
    You've got friends to adore.
    And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more.

    I hate myself,
    For loving you like this.
    I hate myself for hating myself,
    Just enough to love you.
    Just enough to love you.