Dying from the Inside Out

• Artist: kristalstjean
• Description: A poem i created August 16, 2007. I was going through heartbreak and depression because of heatbreak and because of other reasons. I think this is a good peice even though depressing. I think it flows nice
• Date: 10/07/2008
• Tags: dying from inside depression heartbreak

My heart is nowhere to be found
Did anyone here the mugger’s sound?
Taken from me one summer night
It was so dim, but his eyes were so bright
They were all I gazed into until the sun
I still wonder why I didn’t get up and run
I never thought I’d be double-crossed
But in this life, I’m always lost
I have to realize that happiness will never be
And all that lives is misery
The world is coming to a bitter end
But you just like to sit and pretend
That everything is good, everything is grand
However, truth is I’m just another mark in the sand
But then why for 1 minute was I your desire?
Was this just your way of fueling my burning fire?
That is, the burning fire that scars me deeply inside
That was the reason why my soul died
But even after been thrown back away
By your side I still lay
Clinging to your every move, every sound
As I lay slowly dying on the ground
So are you just going to walk away and leave me here?
Or are you going to forever keep me near?
Either way I’ll eventually be gone
But before then, I just hope to find a place where I belong.

Comments

[animewolf16]

I like it ^^ 5

[Lady Alice Road Kamelot]

My new fave. 5/5

[Carver The Scarecrow]

nicely done 5/5

[RAlNBOW DUCKlES]

That is how i felt a while back.... its nice ^-^ 5/5