• Locked outside at the time of noon
    I wished my father would come get me soon
    Locked up as though in a gate
    My mother provides so much hate
    I must be stupid I must be bad
    What else could have made my mommy so mad?
    Ww talk and laugh
    And get along
    Then she yells and screams and says
    "So long"
    What did I do??
    I scream through my tears.
    My mommy provided all my fears
    The pain so strong I wished I were gone
    Her hate was my fate
    I had no hope all was lost
    She distanced me like cold winter frost
    She gave the cold shoulder I just wished I were older
    Then I could escape this pain
    Spend my life in the warm summer rain.
    No more suffering no more pain
    I wanted to kill myself again and again
    Her husband comes by,
    I call out to him "hi"
    He then becomes mad
    As though I were bad
    I suffer I hurt
    I wonder my worth
    There is no meaning
    My life is done.
    Recognize love?
    Right…
    I suffer only hate.
    It's time to say good-bye
    Good bye to this world
    Good bye to this life
    I wanted to commit suicide
    But...I didn’t