• I shouldn't use pain as a mask for acclaim;
    it is immoral and upsetting to the membrane.
    Maybe it's just my conscience thumping
    what my heart is trying to claw into my numbing

    I shouldn't slander as a way to break an idol;
    it is immoral and controversial to the shallow.
    Maybe it's just insulting to the crowd,
    and I'd love to say it out loud

    I shouldn't become the center of attention;
    it is immoral and stupid and I get no affection.
    Maybe it's just a way for you to listen to me,
    to the small pain brought on by the giant affinity

    Oh, who am i to judge?
    And, who are you to judge as well?
    We can't just live happily ever after
    because we still live in a place called hell.


    Hell on Earth will burn to the ground
    before the Heavens arrive from high up on a cloud.



    (and where is the hope?)