• Reality, what is reality?
    What we see, what we hear, what we smell, what we taste, what we know.
    Is this really reality?
    Is this really what I see, what I hear, what I know it to be?

    Reality to me is the light that blinds,
    A hunger that is constantly fed but never satisfied.
    A hole that is gaping wide,
    open
    with nothing sufficient enough to fill it.

    This is who we are.
    This is the truth that lies deep within us all.
    We try every day in vain to fill this gaping blackness.
    One more hour, one more day, one more week, one more year, I almost have it! I’m almost done! I’m almost happy!

    Have I ever been "happy"?
    Have I ever experienced happiness?!
    What is happiness?!?!

    We eat, we gather, we socialize, we work, we fill our lives with useless meaningless events and responsibilities in a never ending effort to fill the blackness within us all.

    Why?!?!
    Why must we see?!
    Why must we feel?!
    Why must we know?!
    Why is this hole within my soul?!
    Why must I constantly attempt to see my self through ANOTHERS eyes just to catch a glimpse of MY self in an absent minded attempt at SELF discovery?!

    Why must I know?!?!