• I just lying at my bed,
    Waiting for the time,
    Im just feel very tired,
    Seeing the people playing outside,
    Making me feel so lonely,
    I feel very tired,
    I cant open my eye,
    Just waiting for my time,
    Each passing time is another pain to me,
    Started bleeding,
    Started Cursing,
    Everyday i scream to my book,
    Everynight i cry my eyes out,
    In the day my throat bleed,
    In the night my eyes bleed,
    It just never ending nightmare,
    Seeing darkness make me feel horrible,
    Seeing the light making me feel scared,
    Im in the middle,
    Seeking help,
    I just see passing angel and devil,
    Im just in the middle,
    Without talking to you,
    My eyes and my throat is bleeding,
    Making me feel scared and lonely,
    Knowing you is a bliss,
    But knowing you will go beyond my reach,
    Making me sad and even weaker,
    I have only short time to be with you,
    Until just January,
    But i wish the time just stop,
    We can talk,
    But that is beyond my reach,
    I cant watch over you,
    I will never forget you,
    Even you forget about me,
    I will visit you,
    I wish that you notice me,
    But our distance is long,
    But i never dout that i cant see you,
    I just wish beyond this time,
    Im just weak,
    Just nobody,
    Just crying,