• I love you so much it makes my heart hurt,
    And when I notice you it makes my stomach lurch.
    I never realised I could be such a flirt,
    Like that incident back so long ago in the church.

    When we’re alone you can be so sweet,
    And when we laugh like we do it feels unique.
    And the gestures you make are so perfectly discreet,
    Though you always have had an ego-dominated streak.

    In truth, how you act completely depends,
    On whether you are with your parents,
    Or one of you’re many, “need to appear manly” friends.
    To be honest I’m loosing my patience.

    I can’t understand how you can just become such a git,
    It happens so fast I haven’t even batted an eyelid.
    I want to punch a wall and pretend it was your face I just hit.
    I want to put my feelings in a box and tightly seal the lid.

    I just wish that you would let me inside your head,
    Even if it was just for a millionth of a breath,
    Just so I could know if my feelings were why that time you fled,
    So I could know if you thought me a fate worth than death.

    But somewhere deep inside I know you are feeling,
    Something like me, though it may have a different meaning.
    All this not knowing sends my body reeling,
    And I don’t quite know why I feel as if I’m mourning.

    You see I want you, I love you and I hate you.
    And although it seems impossible it’s true.
    I just have to wait until you piece together the puzzle,
    And finally understand that I am waiting for you.