Scared to say "i love you"

• Artist: saya-yuy
• Description: This poem is how i feel, if you dont understand my feelings im sorry.
  most is true, some is not
• Date: 11/28/2008
• Tags: love poem heart sweet sadness

I woke up ready to call your phone
I was scared to call cause you might not be alone.
I took my time thinking of you
i also wondered if you thought of me too.
i finally started to dail you up
when my phone just died, what my luck.

I stare at your picture up on my wall
i knew i was in-love so i wanted to fall.
When i see your face i get all shy
I would say to myself "He's the right guy"

I watch you from afar talking with friends
when i shortly realize how kind you are within.
I got the courage to talk to you
i wanted to be the one to say "i do"

When we sat together in class alone
I just wanted to kiss you all night long.
I smiled when you saw my face
i wanted to say "this is my place"

When you call my name i stop to see
your face you body is what i need
to see you with that girl all day
i wish it could be another way.

I want you to be happy so i can smile
thats why i never picked up or dialed.
I'm scared i'll do something wrong
and it will hurt you for so so long

i wanted to be the one with you
so i watch you and her get closer then we do
i know now we cant be together
so i want you to be happy forever

I'm not anything like her or anyone else
i want you to see me for myself!
I heard her voice say my name
look at me im to blame.

Shes for you and im not
i wonder if i'll ever be on your top
the moment i felt i had to wait
that was the moment i KNEW she's a fake!

If you cannot love me for being me
maybe your not the one for me
i want you to know i love you so much
why not test your luck of just!

I know you second guess me now
i want you to know you'll never frown
i want to tell you from my heart
i love you dearly were never apart!

Comments

[angel41791]

I really understand what your feeling. I'm in the same place you are. The sad thing is that the girl he loves(and it pains me to say he loves her, but he does) does not feel the same for him. But I still try to make him smile everyday. If all I can have is his smiling face, then it's better than nothing.

[immortal vengance]

ok.............i think im the only guy hos commented on this........weird.but yeah i understnd me n my lil sis r the same way, tyhough we arent really afraid were just afarad of what migh happen afterwardsa cuz our past .......um......is kinda tragic and its gotta do w/ the word "love" so its prtty much ruined our lives.

[xShatteredDrowngInSorrowx]

I understand your feelings COMPLETLY. But i ve heard that if you let true love remain unspoken, it's the quikest route to a heavy heart.

[-RaiinbowSharpies-]

Omg. That is so true. All of it for me. I like this guy in one of my classes, and he totally flirts with this one girl. It hella annoying. Ugh!
And he used 2 like me!! love stings. but its awesome at the same time:]
GREAT POEM .
:]

[The Darke Assassin]

Not bad I like it.

[Hang On Tight My Dear]

don't get used to the world next time....
make it get used to you. =)