• Heads throbbing.
    Heart aches.
    Can’t breathe.
    Can’t fake .
    Try so hard,
    to fall asleep.
    But I just cant even,
    sleep a wink.
    Think of you night and day.
    Shed a tear.
    Wipe it away.
    Falling over.
    Getting up.
    These things, so simple,
    take so much.
    I see you there.
    With your friends.
    Look at me.
    What message do I send.
    I know what I mean.
    Yes I’ certain.
    You are the perfect person.
    What am I .
    To you.
    Am I something.
    Or am I nothing.
    These questions haunt me.
    Oh so much.
    The answers.
    Oh they never come.
    I might ask you.
    But I am scared.
    So I, myself.
    Will just sit here.