• Watching it go threw my head over and over again like on repeat hurts and there's no stop button. Every time it goes threw my head the memory leaves a scar on my heart till my whole heart is scared and bleeding pain. The pain becomes heavier and heavier and there's no cure. The least I can do is save myself from any more pain and forget whats already happened, or what I think has already happened. I wasn't old enough to experience this too well. And now i have two divorced parents, my mom telling me one thing and my dad telling me another....... i don't know who's telling the truth.. therefore I cant trust neither of them....... and considering there my parents...... that's kinda sad and pathetic!