• is there anything here but pain and sarrow
    since me and pain have become one
    but this pain is different
    its to deep to cut out
    drinking i wish it would help
    pot goes right through me
    nothing helps
    with my despret trys to get it out
    i make myself wonder
    what would happen if the blade when to far
    if i left where would i go
    but most of all
    would the pain stay or go
    here the blade is in place
    pushing harder then normal
    im almost there
    but i cant go any farther
    i must see his face again
    i no its tushay to to think a guy has done this to me