• i cannot trust
    i won't believe
    it's hard to give
    i can't receive
    the lightest load
    is hard to heave
    this prison cell
    i cannot leave
    i can't escape
    i can't endure
    what tomorrow
    has in store
    crystal clear
    the task at hand
    though no one else
    will understand
    the future's hard
    it's set in stone
    everyone else
    is monotone
    one large cut
    one more scare
    I'm drifting fast
    i'm traveling far
    pain spins round and round my head
    confusions hold
    i cannot shed
    everything is all a blur
    my mom runs in
    she sounds aslur
    but i did not know
    i couldn't see
    how much my mother
    cared for me