• God, why did you give me a life at birth?
    Did you think i had a purpose on this earth?
    You knew my life would be filled with pain,
    Living here now, what would i gain?

    God, you know this world is full of lies
    Thousands of girls suffering alone, wanting to cry
    Trying to hold it in, trying to be strong,
    Im also one of those girls who just don't belong.

    God, you said i'd go to Heaven, but my life's a living hell.
    Indescribable pain, i could never tell
    Of what i had to go through, throughout my life,
    It just felt like hell stabbing my heart with a knife.

    God, why did you put me on an earth full of fakes?
    They say they love me, I give they only take.
    They took my heart and broke it, my soul just died,
    Now soon my body will go, but will not rise.

    God, I can't go to Heaven because my soul is chained,
    Chained to the memories and the God-forbidden pain.
    To all those who hate me, or to all those to love,
    I will not burn in Hell, but i will not rise above.

    I will watch a movie, a never ending dream
    Of watching me suffer, and watching me scream.
    All of my shattered dreams, my dead, broken heart
    I ask again God. Why did you let me live at the very start?