• I Plead

    I walk the roads less traveled,

    As I tried lucklessly to decide why I've unraveled; why I let myself go,

    Why I fear tranquility, now I know.

    My pain has been dealed, now I fear it will never be healed,

    My pain, I realized, has been feared,

    Now I am only left alone and I have sheared those who are close,

    My pain hurts me so that I bottle it up and have only teared.

    I now seek solace from my pain,

    I surrender; now, for that, I live in vain,

    Solace from happiness is the way I go,

    While others seek joy and love,

    I seek despair and lament.

    "Help me!" I scream.

    "Let me be allowed to see my eyes gleam!" I yell.

    I fall on my knees and lie beneath these trees,

    I ask alast, "Please, God, leave me be and just blast."