• i'm the media; watching, observing, controlling, starting and ending everything you do.

    i'm the paparazzi; taking pictures at your worst but making you who you are. baby, i made you and i can sure as hell break you.

    i'm the summer blockbuster; hyped up far too much but still you waste your money to either love, hate or rip me apart because i am far too overrated.

    i'm the a-list actress; the loved, the hated, the talented, the bullshit, the eyecandy, the ugly, the person to envy, the only job which encourages me to lie to the public.

    i'm the writer; the one who started everything and who will get no credit. i'm the one who everyone should be praising but when they do, i go off to my corner, not taking the praise, shyly shunning myself from all.

    i'm the musician; the outsider, taking everything in from a bird's eye view. writing the situations on to paper, putting them into rhymes and melodies. making this all seem pleasing to the ears.

    i'm the sellout; who made my own way to the top only to be corrupted and sold away piece by piece. i'm the one who is only in this for the money. no longer caring for my fans and no trace of originality is left. instead, i'll manipulate others writings and sell them as my own and no one will know the difference.

    i'm the real conflicted character who will no doubt O.D. on every pill of every colour of the rainbow and then die from self inflicted wounds with the weapon of my choice.

    i'm the trainwreck - before, after and waiting to happen.