• Paranoid delusions
    that come with the night
    Sex is only a conclusion'
    to stop my pain and fright

    Void are the eyes
    Gained with time
    All because Im
    A victum of an unspoken Crime

    A darkness that resides,
    hovering over me at his sight
    An ever lasting memory
    of that night

    I can't stop
    I can't run
    I can't feel
    I can't tell what is real

    what am I?
    who's body is this?

    to be addicted
    I never wanted any of this

    do they care?
    how can I resist?

    It is the only way
    to stop the pain

    from burning ashes
    flesh and flame

    who am I?
    and What Have I become?