• #1-
    I look up, down, left, and right but all I see is the darkness, all I hear are the echoes of your voice telling me that I'll be okay, all I feel is the loneliness that brought me here and the only memories in my head are the ones of sadness and goodbyes that you left with me before you took yourself somewhere else and left me to suffer with the pain of having nothing near me to love. What makes it worse is that I know when I wake up tomorrow nothing will have changed and you will still be gone.
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    #2 is number 1 slightly tweaked-
    I look up, down, left, and right but all I see is the darkness, all I hear are the echoes of your voice telling me that I'll be okay, all I feel is the loneliness that brought me here and the only memories in my head are the ones of sadness and goodbyes that you left with me before you took yourself somewhere else and left me to suffer with the pain of having nothing near me to love. Yet I have not surrendered my heart to the pain I feel because I know I will see you again one day. So I continue on with the faint memory of you saying you'll be back and that is the only thing that keeps me going.
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    #3(this is really depressing)-
    Alone, so very, alone as I wait in this darkness for you to come save me. Several times I have seen glimpses of light but I am never fast enough to grasp it and escape this place of suffering. So I sit here waiting for you. I hear people’s voices but never see their faces, as black as this darkness is. I feel no hope, and no happiness, only sadness and sorrow.
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    #4(by far the longest)-
    And as I'm sitting in this darkness waiting, I have time to think, and the things that I think about the most are the reasons I am here.1: you leaving me with excuses and broken goodbyes, sending me into a dark and deep depression. And while you're gone you don't even bother to write me like you said or 2: Me not being prepared for this even though I knew exactly when it was coming. And as I am thinking I hope I will find a way out of this darkness. But I don't know when that will happen, for I have been here only two days and already have forgotten your voice, really only because I know it will be a long time before I hear it again. The thing about this darkness is that is alters your perception of reality. The more I think of your face, the more it makes me believe that I'm forgetting you. The more I think of the funny things you did, the more it makes me say "no, wait. He did that..... not that.” So you see, until you come and pull me out of this darkness it will continue to try to do away with me, slowly make me go crazy and eventually lead me to not love you when you come back. So the longer you wait, the more you lose me.