• ...Writing wat I feel

    I cant stand It anymore, everyone is dissing me. It makes me think the world is against me. I dont know how to stop it, It feels like the only way out is by death. I take a knife and cut my veins, loked in my room watching rain drops of blood falling on the floor, each drop showing a memory of at least something good in my life. Drop by Drop I become dizzy, and start to hear voices in my head, i fall on floor, my heart pounding fast...faster. Breathless I lie on the floor. Slowly falling ino an endless abyss of sadness and suffering. Darkness...Darkness is all I see. I know I'm worthless I've always have and I'll always be worthless. I hear my dad's voice screaming trying to save me, my stepmom is screaming and crying, but still I dont wanna go back. The world still hates me, I still hate myself. Suddenly I fall into this forest, there's no one around just me and the peaceful wind, everything is quiet. For once in my life I felt peaceful. I know I'm dead and I know I'm going to hell. But what is this place, people may cal it Limbo or My happy place...I CALL IT MY HEAVEN.