• Waking up to another day.
    My face staind with tears.
    I look and see your face on this picture i have.
    The pain engoulfs me and i sink to the floor.
    We were happy we were in love.
    You loved me and i could tell.
    Ever since that dreadfull day you have been gone.
    It started slow and it was only an emotional with drawl at first.
    Then you backed away pysically. now i am left without you.
    Truely i love you.
    I don't know if you love me or if you even care but i still do.
    I mourn over the loss of you and our child.
    I mourn the loss of the girl i use to be.
    Now it is only a hollow existance of a girl who once loved and was loved in return.
    There must be someone to wake me from this dreadful dream.

    Break this bittersweet spell on me
    Lost in the arms of destiny

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