• tried to cut myself today, i tried to kill myself but why couldnt i do it why did your face rush into my mind and stop me.

    ive been in love before so whats so different about this time why did i stop why wont you just let me die, all the sorrow ive felt, all the happyness youve given me, i dont know want to sleep anymore but i cant stop because every dream i have involes you

    i tried to cut myself today, i tried to kill myself but why couldnt i do it why did your face rush into my mind and stop me.

    i know we're just friend but i cant think of you that way so maybe i should just leave you alone, so that i dont fall more in love with you. i should be fine this isnt the frist time ive been alone

    i tried to cut myself today, i tried to kill myself but why couldnt i do it why did your face rush into my mind and stop me.

    i just want to hold you and say good bye but im holding back because im trying to live with you so close to me but so far away. and to do that i think i have to go and just leave you alone ao thanks for helping to heal my wounds the scars will always be there but im recovering, and sorry im leaving but i dont think i can live being so near you yet so far away

    thank you for giving me more of a chances than anyone else has