• The true me

    It just so easy to write a love song
    And its so easy 2 write about pain and emotions
    But the hardest thing 2 write about is the true me
    I keep so much in that I never write out or sing
    But I can’t do it no more I have to let the true me out
    I have to set my bottled up emotions free

    I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
    You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
    Well you’re not the only one hurting
    I’m hurting to but u can’t see
    Because you’re wound up in your own feeling

    You say u want to die well I do to
    You always want to run away
    Well I always want to run father away then u
    You say u can’t tale life
    Well neither can I
    You say you want to be like me because I have such a great life
    But I don’t I don’t

    I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
    You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
    Well you’re not the only one hurting
    I’m hurting to but u can’t see
    Because you’re wound up in your own feeling

    The truth about my life is all I hear r screams and stupid fights
    Some ones always yelling
    Hearing how stupid I am and how my songs r nothing but trash
    And on top of it all dealing with your problems
    If only you knew some nights I cry my self to sleep sneak out the house and scream out my locked up feelings
    I want 2 take a knife and slit my wrist and bleed out my problems
    Run away 2 some unknown place were I know no one can find me

    I may seem happy but I’m not (I may never be)
    You always come 2 me when you’re down and out
    Well you’re not the only one hurting
    I’m hurting to but u can’t see
    Because you’re wound up in your own feeling



    This is how I feel this is how I really am a broken teen who takes on everything
    Even while knowing I’m about to break
    Don’t pity me don’t try to help me just let me cry alone
    I’m working threw my things
    I’m not fine and I may never be but I want to try to have a smile with meaning
    I may slit my wrist burry myself alive and even try to end my life
    But I promise you I will be just fine
    So let me cry alone
    Let me drop my pain
    Don’t try to help me or pity me at all
    Treat me the same cause one day I’ll smile at you with meaning
    Just let me deal with my pain on my own………in my own way