Pleasingly Depressed

• Artist: cooll666725
• Description: o_o Something I wrote today. I was bored waiting for class to start, got out my laptop, and started writing. I was honestly dreaming of killing my teacher, but it worded differently. I'd never kill anyone anyway, but who says I can't dream of it.
• Date: 01/07/2009
• Tags: pleasingly depresed

I am tired, no doubt about that
I feel lifeless, like a beat up rag

I hate to watch, but seldom know
What will happen once I go

I couldn’t hate the pain so much
As to kill for pleasure and lust

I hate the way they smile and say
Every thing is gonna be okay

I dream of knives, sharp objects
Even more painful things

I wish I could use them
to make people bleed

I wish they would hurt
I wish they would die

I wish I could keep their bodies
I’m not really sure why

I know I’m insane, but I still live on
Knowing one day it will all be gone

Beating the flesh only helps for a while
After that it’s nothing but denial

I know because I’ve done it
It’s a really poor escape

I want to do it to others
And I want their mouths to gape
When they watch me slice open
the other people’s heads

Insanity has filled me,
and to this day I know
I will love watching them go

I want them to know
This is what it’s like
To feel depressed
But happy inside

Happy because, I know one day
Everything here, will all fade away
And, at last, I will get to watch them pay

Comments

[Frozen Corruption]

creepy yet cool

[meizha]

"This is what it’s like
To feel depressed
But happy inside"

I liked this part. I don't know If you really are depressed or not, but I somehow think that there is a sort of happiness in sadness, and vise versa. It sounds strange but I guess life is just so ironic.

[Hot_topicgirl14]

i luv this poem i wish i can do the same thing like u want to do if u ever did to talk just message me so add me!