• I'm just not good enough.
    I'll always be the girl who wants to be with someone so bad, and either never gets them or gets ditched because they realize shes no good.
    I'll continue being alone and wishing I just had someone who cared. Someone who didn't expect anything of me and was just happy knowing I was theirs.
    I'll continue crying myself to sleep and leaping at any chance of not being alone.
    I'll continue sitting alone at night unable to sleep. Just being afraid that if I never woke up, no one would miss me.
    I'll continue to sleep with my arm around myself, pretending that I matter.
    I'll continue crying when no one is looking and clinging to little things.
    I'll continue this life with this hole in the middle, wishing one day it'll be filled for good.
    I wish people weren't so cruel, that they really realized the things they do and how bad it kills.
    Tonight, I'll be wishing I wasn't so scared. Of some things I should be glad I am afraid of. Some things that might make you know how I feel, If you did care.
    I'll go home tomarrow and scream and cry.
    I'll stop letting anyone in, no matter the lies they tell me. It hurts to bad when theyre gone.
    I'll be alone, be feeling so bad.
    You may think im pathetic, that Im taking this too hard.
    You're not me, you dont know me and you dont know what i do.
    You can never grasp this. even if you try.
    You may think im overreacting, but you dont know how true i am.