• Sick to my stomach
    As my eyes fill with tears
    My mind goes blank
    As I realize my fears

    Too many scars on my skin
    My heart breaks into thousands of shards
    This is a war I cannot win
    As the devil lays out his cards

    So call me a psycho, call me an outcast
    Tell me I'm nothing
    'Cause I know my life will not last

    So preach to me
    Try to make me one of you
    I know what I am
    And to myself I am true

    Try to break me
    And tell me lies
    Try to change me
    And make me see everything through your eyes

    I know what is right
    I know what is wrong
    I have done nothing to you
    So why do you say I don't belong?

    I try to stand so I can talk to you
    But my knees are weak and your words are not true
    Don't change me from what I am
    I have done nothing wrong, so this is my last stand

    The razor gleams so brilliantly bright
    I know my last heartbreak was tonight
    So I take my life, out of gods hands
    Into my own, while you refuse to understand

    I did this for me, not for you
    Call me selfish and anything but one of you
    You always said there was no escape
    But what about suicide?
    Yes. That surely was my fate.