Delusional

• Artist: NytFyr
• Description: I have a tendency to be obsessive over the guys I like. But this one guy has always ignored my existence one day then the next week treated me like one of his favorite possessions that he would rather not lose; up until recently. Shortly after we start getting close he starts going out with someone and I started wondering, and still do, what does he really think of me?
• Date: 01/31/2009
• Tags: delutional

Truth hurts more than nothing,
To see in the light,
Am I your friend?
Or is that a lie?
Mirror on wall,
Showing only fact,
Plain features, metal wires,
Pink skin and small traps,
Ragged fire, muddy glass,
No glamour or shine.
Almost thought, always hoped,
I might maybe call you mine.
Voice a horror, meanings a wreck.
No hope in a black heart.
Obsession, so hollow,
Forever apart,
Or wasn’t it always?
Never belonging to the same world,
Stuck with this truth,
Fearing you and your words…