• Tears still shed at the loss of you
    My heart breaks at the sight of you
    I always thought what...
    What have i done...to make you not want me anymore
    What have I done...to make you treat me like s**t
    But now I see...
    Throught a poem as beautiful as that...
    You never wanted to treat me like that...
    You never wanted to hurt me like you did...
    Now I see you really did love me...and you still do
    I always said I will love you even if I'm not yours even if we're with another
    This...my feelings for you...
    Are genuine...
    I will always love you no matter what
    Even if your not mine and I'm not yours
    You will always be with me
    You will always have the biggest part of my heart
    You will always be in my heart, and that where you'll always stay
    My heartaches trying to write this...
    Tears form in my eyes
    I try holding them back but it just swells
    So much that it hurts
    So they come rolling down my face
    I try to stop them, but it's too late
    For there already shed
    My feeling for you are too great
    Not to shed tears
    You may not have seen the entensity of my love of you
    But as I write this, I hope you see, I hope you understand
    I will always love you 'til the end of time
    Time has no limit, but only speed
    Through seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years
    But as Forever my love for you will last

    I still lay awake at night thinking of you
    Thinking what could have been
    Dreams sweet dreams come to me
    Of our time together
    Of words said to one another
    Of feeling shared
    Of how the passion I get from touching you...
    Makes me melt
    Makes me gald...glad to have met you, glad to have been with you, glad to still
    want to be with you
    Now as I txt another, I feel empty like it will never be the samefor me
    While im with him
    It only feels right with you...I don't know why...Just is...
    Things seemed to be right with you, everything fell into place...
    But I guess I was out of place with you anyway...Now I feel out of place
    With the other... I've always felt at place with you

    In my mind there will always be a beautifull meadow
    With snowwtop mountains, a lake, flowers, trees,
    The sun so warm, it feels like bath water
    And we will always be sitting in the grass under a tree facing the lake while you
    hold me as we watch the sun slowly setting...and the pretty colors it mmakes
    the sky
    We will always be smiling and laughing, enjoying each others company
    Thinking of this...I hear a beautiful song being played on a piano
    Things always seem to have a piano melody with you.
    Its probably why I love piano's so much
    Piano's have a sweet melody
    A beautiful one that always play in my mind, because you started the chords
    Now it won't stop, it won't go away
    But I don't want it to it to
    For it's too beautiful, for it's too great
    It's played with your love
    I just hope it will always play with your love, because
    Love is powerful...Love is unforgetable
    I still long for your touch
    I still long for your kiss
    For that look and that smile, when at me
    Now...it's gone and faded, maybe never to return again
    I miss that smile, that look
    Now it's like someone different has entered your body,
    Not letting the real you come through the darkness
    It scares me
    It hurts that you have changed
    Being without you kills me, I never thought it would hurt this much
    But it does...and I feel like im dying...like I'm not really alive
    When I'm without you...

    What I've always wondered, never known, never have I thought about
    What you see in me...or that you could see me, I'm usually invisibleto people
    Why do you love me, what could you possibly see?
    Theres not much you could love in me anyway...
    But I think I've gone off topic
    All I tried doing is trying to live without you,
    But I can't
    I'm trying to write this so maybe you will see
    What's really going on through my mind
    After reading what you wrote, after me crying fot everytime I read it
    It makes me cry everytime...I wish things could be different between us
    But now as I feel like that I have fallen very hard...
    Unable to stand...
    Unable to get up...
    Unable to seeanything anymore
    I feel like I'm going through life dazed
    Like I'm not really living
    And right now I honestly don't feel like living anymore
    Everything I've...No...The only thing I've ever cared about just left me...
    Left me to die, and that's what happened to me...
    To you as well, I see
    By leaving me you hurt yourself even more
    Your not the same
    It's like you died never to rise again...

    But I hope you know

    I will always love you...Always