• Where have you gone my love, my only
    where have you gone? Your arms no longer hold me.
    your promise to keep me and watch as I live
    what has happened to the vows such as this?

    Will you return? Or do I remain alone?
    What happens to your memory as the the imprints and etchings in my mind begin to fade?
    Do thoughts of you linger? Or shall they just diminish?
    Where do I go from here?

    Where you are now? Are there others who speak?
    am I just a phantom of your consciousness from the past?
    A mist that dissipates in the morning sun.
    Where are you my precious? My darling. My heart.
    Will you come home to me? Or shall I, in some unguided journey,
    find the path to where you lie?

    My gem, some how I will find you. I'll bring you to me.
    Our life will be blissful and filled with the comfort of things you deserve.
    I'll smile as your dancing eyes waltz into the depths of my heart; intoxicating me, holding me, and engraving into my soul the very threads of what remind me of why I'm alive....for it is only for you...my life, the only meaning for my existence is to care for you.

    Come home to me. I suffocate with every second that you are not here.
    I am tortured with the thought that our last moments together have already been spent.
    Shall I die alone? With no meaning to my most miserable existence?
    Or will you, leaving me in infinite awe, complete my meaning for life?

    My love. With every breath that is within me, I pray.
    I pray that you return. That your arms can surround me,
    your mesmerizing eyes can gaze into my loving heart; filled only for you.
    I pray that I can love you and care for you as only you deserve.
    Come home and be mine again and mine only.
    My heart is reserved only for you.


    One who loves you......