• I get this lump in my throat that's hard to swallow.
    (This only happens when I'm sad).
    I know that my friends mean well and try to make me happy.
    (But deep down resides my curse).
    If people tell me negative things (and are still my friend), I can forgive them, I understand.
    But the pain still lingers, a bittersweet sadness that no one can take away.
    It happens almost every time.
    It takes over my mind and I get depressed when someone tells me something tragic or breaks news.
    Perhaps I should be in Mr. Corner and write letters to the Shibusen faculty.
    My heart is like a beautiful glass vase- one sad moment and it shatters to pieces.
    I need someone who will love me for who I am, I can't take this sadness much longer.
    Next time someone tells me something, I just might come out of my dorm room for a while. emo cry crying sad