• I want to change my name
    To reduce the popularity of it
    Or is it because I want to start again
    Because Cheyenne is full of s**t?

    I'm jealous of everybody he's with
    When he's not with me
    Even though we're dating
    They get to see

    I like the pain of a needle
    Pushing through my skin
    And the healing of the wound
    But keeping the metal in

    I want to change everything
    About me, so I don't feel
    Poser-ish, but I'm finding
    Less with each layer I peel

    He promises forever
    And his promises I return
    I hope I can keep them
    Each word a little burden

    He's my lover
    But she's my friend
    Can I ever be whole?
    Or will this be the end?

    I've never been so happy
    In a relationship like this
    I never want to be without
    Him, his touch, his words, his kiss

    Give me but a moment
    To try to catch my breath
    Just a single moment before
    I continue towards my death

    I never needed anybody
    Like I need him now
    I pray to God I get to see
    Him as much as the fates allow

    I fear the future of us, of him and me
    And all the distance that will be between
    We've been strong so far, sustained by texts
    Maybe it won't be as hard as it seems

    I am Fyre, these are my truths
    The secrets and pains of me
    My name doesn't mean anything
    It's simply what they'll see