• I have heard a lot of people say it's better to have loved and lost, then to have not loved at all.
    I'm not sure which is better actually.
    To have loved and lost is the worst pain I have ever felt.
    But, when I hadn't loved/been loved at all... I had no feelings for anything/body.
    I had no idea what love felt like.
    When I felt it though, I just got hurt.
    Hmmm.... being hurt from love, or not feeling it at all...
    Which is worse I wonder.
    I know it hurt not to love, but be hurt from love feels worse.
    So is it better to have not loved at all?
    When I finally felt what it was to love, it was the most amazing feeling in the world.
    So is it better to have loved and lost?
    I'm still asking myself this... maybe I can tell people the truth.
    But, I keep getting caught in pain from not loving at all and loving then losing.
    Hmmm.... Which is worse I wonder....