• Even when the sun stops shinning or
    when the moon stops glowing
    I will always be with you.
    True love was written in my destiny.
    With ink to spare,
    lines to fill,
    my heart feels too far away from you.
    My destiny was written,
    some of it was written for me,
    and the rest I wrote myself.
    My destiny is locked,
    locked in the safe of uncertainty.
    Always staying the same,
    but making my life change for it.
    My destiny has given me the power to see right from wrong,
    and see the difference and go for the right,
    but sometimes I like going for the wrong.
    My destiny is like a will writing itself for me,
    giving me the chance to listen to what I have to do.
    My destiny loves to play with my life.
    Bringing back memories they know would hurt me.
    But then my destiny and present life collashed,
    letting me meet you.
    These emotions were nothing we’ve ever felt before.
    We took each other’s hands,
    without stopping to make sense of what we were doing.
    We sat on the swings,
    looking up at Waianae’s night sky,
    letting the sound of play surround us.
    To last like a movie,
    still playing in my head.
    But too soon I had to leave,
    leaving you behind and
    a wound in my heart that will never heal.
    It hurts to remember how we used to laugh in harmony,
    play like 5 year olds,
    and see each other everyday for a little more than a week.
    I remember nearly tackling you at the grassy volleyball court,
    and us laughing soo hard,
    we couldn’t breathe
    I remember the first time we saw each other,
    and knew instantly that we were to be more than just friends.
    But my memories are starting to fade
    and your disappearing,
    leaving an abyss of darkness
    for me to try to search for you
    stumbling head over heels,
    feeling stupid for not having a flashlight.
    You were mine and I was yours.
    Now all I do is daydream and
    hope to see you once again.
    Only in my dreamares,
    have these things happened.
    After one of these dreamares,
    my memories are stronger than ever,
    the first time we spoken to each other,
    the first time we played,
    the first time we laughed together,
    and our first sight of each other.
    At times, I pretend to be whole
    that I don’t feel the pain to see you again.
    It inflames me,
    making my breaths slow and my heart stop.
    I can feel my destiny getting further and further away,
    making me more and more uncertain.
    This is when I realized
    that you were to be a part of my destiny,
    but sometimes I don’t think you should’ve been.
    But I’m still thankful for meeting you.
    This is my destiny of uncertainty.
    Somewhere out there I lost you,
    and now all I want is to have you back,
    back when we used to be friends
    when you’d fill my days with hope,
    and the memories that we spent together
    will forever be cherished in
    my safe of uncertainty.