• Seeing you for the first time and not being able to go to you
    to hug you,
    to kiss you.
    It was like i was being stabbed in the heart repeatedly
    and no one cared,
    you didn't care.
    And i tried to hold myself together the best i could,
    I bit my lip,
    swallowed my emotions
    But my feelings, they slowly crawled up the back of my throat,
    and i felt the warmth of my tears
    as i cried so hard.
    That was when i realized i didn't know how to go on without you,
    you loved me.
    i love you.