• Why is it that i feel weak but all i wanna do is feel brave
    I have God in my life and i just got baptized but in my heart i really dont feel changed
    I wanna turn my life over but why does it feel so hard
    I am not alone and i have my familyand i know i need to make a new start
    I cry for no reason..for such stupid things
    Why ido I feel I can't stop
    and when i get angry i get so moody that my heart fels like its gunna POP
    Its unhealthy, Its unGodly
    I need to change right now, but the question is..How?
    Do I really pray, I do pray
    But is it really in my heart
    I know what I want, and I want God in my life, and I dont want anything to fall apart
    Why is it that my mind is somewhere else when something important is right through my eyes
    Sometimes I don't want to listen and I don't obey and thats not wise in my disguise when I am being such a big lie
    I don't wanna feel like how I feel when I am being such a big pain
    It makes me feel crazy..like bipolar...Its insane
    I am Gods child and I wanna feel more like it
    I know I will make it!