• Sitting, thinking, can this all be real years passing and going so quickly with in a blink of an eye, this world changing like water to ice constantly moving through time and space, people coming and going out of life, like a drug staying with you or leaving you miserable in the aftermath, you- growing older and wiser within every passing moment, drawing closer within every second. not knowing if its your time or someone close to you, a dream- realistic or not coming to you, hoping and waiting it will happen, then fades away into the darkness. your life, passing in and out, sunrise to sunset, never having enough time to do what you want and nothing to do within that time, wondering if something is out there waiting for you- someone close that likes you but you just cant figure out who it is, someone dear and close dying in your arms screaming in there dreams that you will find them and they will find you. love- the hardest thing to find, like getting stuck in quicksand, sinking slowly and deep into the pit sucking every last breath from you and spitting you back out, leaving you alone in the world, finding new love is harder, falling for someone just like your ex leaving it dry and empty inside you when they are gone, but finding that special someone take strength, strength to carry it on towards the future, being there when you need them and not being there when you need to be alone. someone special always comes into your life, weather you think so or not, someone is perfect for you and they could be right under your nose but still unreachable.