• Hate me, (disregard me)
    belittle me, (mock me)
    in the end…
    you’ll burn in the flames of aspiration
    wanting nothing but a contemptible sensation

    provoke me, (awaken me)
    decimate me, (kill me)
    already shattering…
    watch your well-guarded silver armor turn to rust
    the insignificant attitude towards me disappearing

    you’re incommodious, like everybody else
    juvenile…naive…
    all those things I envy

    rescue me, (unshackle me)
    sever me, (undo me)
    lost within the emptiness…
    stop seeking for a remedy
    I can’t stand your pity!
    even tho…right now the tears won’t end

    sacrifice me, (give me up)
    misunderstand me, (misread me)
    blindly tragic…
    you said you would never leave
    and yet here I am alone
    astray inside this dilemma

    its what I get…(I suppose)
    I pushed you away (didn’t I ?)
    even so…these saddening raindrops leak

    hate you, (disregard you)
    belittle you, (mock you)
    in the end…
    I’ll drown in the waters of despair
    wanting nothing but a desperate miracle
    that maybe you will come back…

    provoke you, (awaken you)
    decimate you, (kill you)
    watch the breaking point take me over
    the hard mask falling off
    I’m a coward, like everybody else
    weak…pathetic…
    all those things I didn’t think I would become

    rescue you, (unshackle you)
    sever you, (undo you)
    lost in this hollowness…
    don’t look at me
    I can stand this agony
    even tho…I’m being eaten away



    sacrifice you, (give you up)
    misunderstand you, (misread you)
    I understand now…
    I’m the fool who didn’t stop you
    by saying I didn’t love you

    its what I get…(I suppose)
    I pushed you away (didn’t I ?)
    even so…I won’t let you see
    what this pain is doing to me…