• The Butterfly Effect

    It started out as an online game,
    we fell hard for each other and in that we had no shame.

    For just a few short blissful months together,
    we had our love, we thought forever.

    Each time I saw a message from you
    I'd get chills, then those butterflies flew.

    You always seemed to know what to say to bring a smile to my face,
    now only hurt, sadness, confusion and tears fill this lonely place.

    In the beginning we lost so much sleep just wanting to connect,
    now I lose so much sleep, trying desperately forget.

    You said I made your heart stop, your feelings for me were not fake,
    But this distance and broken heartiness is much more than I can take.

    You made me love again and believe in myself again,
    for that I will always consider you my dearest friend.

    I remember when you said "I choose you"
    you made me feel so high and renewed.

    Our connection was spiritual, cosmic and soulful,
    our whispers were so deep and beautiful.

    You will always be one and only penguin (wink)

    I am sorry that my love for you scared you away,
    you have touched me so profoundly in every way.

    You said you loved me unconditionally,
    I guess that was only until her reality.

    I am sorry I wasn't everything you were to me,
    I guess we are just another "use to be".