Live in this day

• Artist: SolsticeXII
• Description: Okay, so any suggestions would be great!!! <3
  It's about someone that committed a lot of crimes in the past and regrets it, but they are trying to deny that anything ever happened. And even thought they're trying really hard to forget it, they can't, that's why there's a couple of flashback stanzas, and basically, they're starting to go crazy <3
  
  Again, suggestions are appreciated! <3<3<3
• Date: 05/19/2009
• Tags: denial forget lost future past

I’m searching for today
Because I don’t want to fall into mistakes of the past
Regret, desire, remember
Ready, anticipating, dreading
It’s all the same

I watch them line up
Don’t let them see you try to escape
Wait at the end, I’ll send you there

I live in the present
Erase my past
Obliterate the memories
Lie to me, tell me it was okay
I did nothing wrong

My hands were once clean
Now sodden with blood
Where do I have left to run?
Nowhere, I’m lost, gone

Bury my memories
I can’t think about the sins
I’ll drown the truth with lies
Because I want to forget

Pure and innocent
Young and naïve, that’s what they were
No one knew
I hid it well

I can’t cry
I can’t worry
Nobody would hear me
No one can care

When I wake in the morning,
The storm will pass,
But tears will still be shed
God will cry for me

Take my place in this world
Take this world away from me
I can’t look with dry eyes
Upon dead stares

Turn away
Look away
Forgotten, shameless, reckless
I’ll try leaving this filthy world

Comments

[emeraldpuppy9]

ahaha, well written XD
the theme and content is kinda lik some of mine, mashed together XDD
but ur style is a lil dif than mine XD so yea XD
anyway, great job <3
come rate bck?