• I dont ask for much
    but when i do
    I expect something
    rather new
    not something old
    just thrown together
    What have I done
    to deserve this hell
    You dont look my way
    You dont even care
    when I talk you blow me off
    But
    but you still want my respect
    I hide from you now
    I dont try anymore
    I give up, I dont know what to do
    Im helpless and tired
    Tired of what you have out me through
    Ever since I was a child
    you taught me to show respect
    to an elder
    but this is different
    you need to show me SOME
    acknowledgment
    You need to show me something
    ANYTHING but the pain and fear you have put in me
    I no longer want to talk to you
    I am stronger and yet you intimidate me beyond
    Recognition
    I am not who I am when I am around you
    Im weak and Im scared
    It shouldnt be that way
    I should look up to you for strength and love
    but you threw that away
    I needed someone to hold my hand through these years
    but you werent there
    I saw you smile
    I saw you laugh
    Did you see me cry
    Did you know that you changed me
    I used to be sweet and kind
    But i built a barrier
    Now its too strong
    I cant break it down
    No one can
    You were selfish
    You didnt care
    You still dont care
    I watch you from my green emerald eyes
    You dont even notice
    When i cry
    I scream at the top of my lungs and you dont hear me
    what can I expect
    your selfish...