• My life has changed so much, but its less then what was expected....The wounds ive gained are infected, and there is no disinfectant...im just stuck with this pain, and this grief that would make many others weep...but deep in my soul i am crying...and even further i am dying...and on the outside im trying...but i just keep lying to myself, and to others...im filled with confusion, and find life kind of amusing, and i cant keep blindly choosing my next move....so first i must sooth my soul...and cool my head...because im on edge, ready to snap, so dont push me too far, i will attack, this is a fact....Look left see death and look right and see everything wrong....the lights out of sight and the night is eternal, but im burning up, in the black inferno
    Cold and hot at the same time...looking for comfort, but cant find it...shaking and sweating, life hard, but im ready for anything...