• I lie awake
    Not blessed by sleep
    The house is silent
    Not a peep
    I look around
    My empty room
    And wonder why
    I am so doomed
    My life is not as bad as it could be
    But these fears still knaw inside of me
    I toss
    I turn
    To rid myself
    Of this single fear I care about
    I think of school
    My friends so true
    But what if something happens
    Just out of the blue
    And they all find out
    my deepest fear
    And suddenly they start to doubt

    The person who I really am
    Cant take that torture
    Not again
    I hate this secret
    I hate who its made me.